October 28, 2011

Animal Testing

The coming out of the closet experience that gay people go through, I myself went through that experience for the last three months. After two years I finally feel comfortable enough to let people know my coming out experience. Although I don't like the word, I am a vegetarian. There, I said it!

Yes I am comparing coming out and saying you are gay with saying you are vegetarian. You may think it is normal but it isn't. It is by far socially acceptable and people think you are weird. You do not have any support from family or friends. At least that has been my experience. I even once had a boyfriend who didn't want to introduce me to his father. He said his father would never allow his son to date a girl who doesn't eat meat, because you can't trust a person who doesn't eat meat.
Seriously people?!

I'm a vegetarian to a certain extent though. Don't get me wrong, I don't eat meat occasionally, I mean "to a certain extent" as in that I'm fully aware of animal by-products being used in daily artificials and household items. (soap, glue, paint etc.)
Products that are tested on animals I'm not so keen of either. I mean I do use some, I know I do, but I try to reduce it as much as possible. I love animals, but not to the point of embarrassment. I am low key. Hey, I just try to raise a little awareness here.

Using animal products in make-up and actual testing on animals is something different. Ingredients can still be tested on animals as the company has not tested it themselves but actually a manufacturer has 'for them'. If you can get it at a pharmacy store, you can almost guarantee it was tested on animals :(

Maybeline, L'Oréal, Rimmel DO test on animals.
KAO Cosmetics Corp. is the parental company of John Frieda which DO test on animals, however, John Frieda states it DOESN'T... tricky one!

Chanel, Dior, MAC, Clinique, Revlon...
None of them are animal test, however, none are vegan either, they all contain animal derivatives such as beeswax, lanolin, whey, charred bone, fat etc.

Shampoos is a tricky area as the foaming agent is, in many cases, still a lauryl sulphate and many companies have moved to ammonium lauryl sulphate etc. Cocopolyglucose is coconut oil that has been through one synthetic process but that is better than any of the sulphates etc. It's sad really. None of that crap needs to happen, the government needs to stop it, and the "average joe" needs to be educated. If they were, there would be a major uproar and change in power in the food/everything else industry. I'd love to see a major turn around. I'm just tired of every where I look there is crap, crap, and more crap that is in our lives in everything. Unfortunately we live in a world where powerful companies are allowed to use deceptive tactics to fool consumers into buying a product.

But I as a consumer shouldn't even have to worry about if a product is tested on animals or not. The COMPANIES should be the ones who do not test on animals in the first place. And the companies who don't test on animals such as MAC and CHANEL are fucking expensive. But it is worth it for me. I just safe up until I can buy a CHANEL lipstick or a MAC mascara. And then everyday when applying my make-up I can look in the mirror and be happy to see a human face.

So think about it, people, and don't go off the deep end. Just practice reasonable precautions. Educate yourself and be aware of what you are buying.
There ARE other alternatives!

Here is a link to visualize it for you! (4:42 min video, please watch it)

CATS
RABBITS
DOGS
MONKEYS
FERRETS
MICE
RATS
BIRDS
FISH
FROGS

I love my face to be occasionally plastered in thick layers of make-up, but I hereby pledge to be cruelty-free! Male or female, Please pledge with me!

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Thank you for reading this article.
Love. Peace. & Happiness.
Niky Adryana

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October 25, 2011

Wanting me

If you want to be with me, it is your privilege to...
Hug, kiss & cherish me. Enchant me. Violate me. Photograph & frame me. Join me. Remember me, but ultimately forget me. Tell me. Do you question or trust me? Mystify me. Doubt & guess me. Can you shape & define me? Teach, preach & apprentice me. Lecture & train me. Educate me. Learn, show & wrong me. Study & translate me. Inspire & fascinate me. Challenge me. Advice me. Help me.
Will you seduce me? Woo, court & bedazzle me. Enthral me. Will you marry me? Or eventually divorce me? Shatter me. Do you respect me?
Lose & loose me. Lose me again. Choose me. Prefer me. Pick me. Leave & abandon me. Betray me. Want me. Adore me. Idolize me. Know me. Thank me. Forgive me. Will you tolerate or change me? Transform me. Shrink or magnify me? Reduce me. Push or pull me? Either way, be sure to move me.
Notice me. Carry & hold me. Feel me. See, hear, smell & taste me. Can you face me? Or do you fear me? Dare me!
Ignore me. Shoo, dodge, avoid, escape, flee & outcast me. Neglect me. Vanish, efface & eliminate me.
Accomplice me in your crime. Mischief me. Vice me. Defeat me. Siege, overtake & revenge me. Vex me. Ambush & capture me. Encircle, enclose & attack me. Terrify me. Horrify, panic & grotesque me. Talk about me. Discuss, argue & gossip me. But if you really want to know, just ask me.
Pity me. Sympathize, envy & judge me. Mail, write & phone me. Post me. Send me or return me to sender unknown. Receive me. Hate me. Loathe & disgust me. Antagonize me. Catch me. Fetch me. Shoot me. Disgrace, humiliate & embarrass me. Shame me. Mock & ridicule me. Adopt me.
Will you stand by me, no matter what side I choose? Will you serve & obey me? Or will you deny & reject me? Follow me. Support, defend & honour me. Dedicate me. Guard, protect, guide & sacrifice me. Credit me. Astonish, thrill & perplex me. Marvel, shock & flabbergast me. Have me. Do me. Play with me. Fuck me. Lubricate, masturbate & penetrate me. Arouse, tease & tempt me. Enjoy me!
Dominate & control me. Gangbang, whore & escort me. Call me. Fornicate me. Touch & undress me. Enthuse & desire me. Urge, enslave & spank me. Spoon me. Finger me. Fist me. Erect, ejaculate, impregnate & ovulate me. Break me. Hurt, rape & kill me. Murder me, but mourn and grief me.  Paralyse & suffocate me. Damn me. Curse me. Darken me. Execute me. Anger & frustrate me. Madden, irritate, furiate & outrage me. Annoy, itch & nag me. Enrage me. Hostile, torture, force & oblige me. Exhilarate, entertain & amuse me. Groove, jam, funk & mix me. Assure & reassure me. Comfort, cradle & calm me. Zone me. Meditate relax temper purify soothe & level me. Tame me. Patient & reason me. Steady, ground & anchor me. Whiten me. Unbalance me. Confuse me. Hire me. Engage, employ, pay me. Earn me. Trade, sell or fire me. Sponsor me. Fund me. Spoil & treat me. Supervise me. Price, tip & reward me. Buy, borrow or exchange me.  Collect & gather me. Bribe me.  Hypnotise & manipulate me. Threaten me. Manage me. Hustle me. Keep me. Persevere me. Warm me. Freeze me. Heat me. Mute me. Yell me. Silence me. Shout me. Deafen me. Scream me. Exhaust me. Dull me. Bore me. Interest me. Drown me. Rationalize me. Cheat, trick & fool me. Plant, grow, fertilize & plough me. Marinade, season & garnish me. Consume me. Eat & drink me. Feed me. Frizzle & cook me. Toast me. Visualize me. Create me. Pack, label, manufacture, supply & categorise me. Launch me. Customise, carve & sculpture me. Paint & draw me. Colour me. Tattoo me. Make me. Mould me. Sing me. Somersault me. Saturate, express & film me. Sketch, splodge, speak & modify me. Beautify me. Manicure & pedicure me. Massage, shower & wash me. Balm & baptize me. Powder, groom & soak me. Delete or remove me? Cancel, demolish, erase & terminate me. Depress, persecute & evacuate me. Exile me. Start me. And then stop me. Quit me. Accomplish me. Bless, redeem, atone, repent, penance & infamous me. Abuse me. Fight, burn, cut ,vanquish, injure & extinguish me. Misjudge & misinterpret me. Underestimate me. Disbelieve but understand me. Blame me. Outgrow me. Fix, fail & recharge me. Hack, reset & load me. Sharpen, blur & fill me. Squeeze, peel, pour & dig me. Meet me. Introduce me. Display, exhibit & feature me. Explain, pardon, describe, value, expose & orientate me. Sabotage me. Weaken me. Copy me. Approach, seek & embrace me. Personify, emphasis & influence me. Notify & inform me. Hide me. Trap me. Discover, locate, find & place me. Camouflage me. Establish & license me. Limit, set & censor me. Monitor, record, analyse, survey, shadow, identify & share me. Number me. Equal, divide, deal & multiply me. Pair me. Juxtapose me. Separate, complete & substitute me. Approximate & calculate me. Strangle, mistreat, rip, harm, chain, stab & bruise me. Equip me. Disarm me. Finish & enable me. Grace, wish & dream me. Punch & kick me. Welcome, invite & affect me. Mark, select & stain me. Usurp me. Mesmerize & tantalize me. Claim & reclaim me. Rock & Roll me.
Be me.

But most of all, most of all.... love me. JUST LOVE ME!




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October 21, 2011

October 20, 2011

Introduction

Hello all your gorgeous people! Follow me in my majestic daily life.
This is a blog with stories. It can either be fiction, non-fiction or my own truth. Some call it creative writing and some journaling. It is just how you interpret them. I will start with a little introduction, shall I?

Niky Adryana, a 26 year old from somewhere in the universe. Well, Rotterdam, to be more precise. She's a lovely quiet girl who is really good looking with make-up and not so good looking without. Basically just like everyone else. Although she might describe herself as viciously scheming, bitter, vigorous & cold, in fact she is a kind-hearted, simple, creative and sincere girl. But then again, it is just how you interpret things. There are no hidden layers attached. If you must know, here are a few ingredients which define her.

RECIPY FOR NIKY: A little darker, a little heavier.
Start with a melody, than add another layer of sound and some low tones. Blend it with some bright colours and put in some shadowing in paler shades. Mix it and when it starts to escalates into other things add another guitar to make it more pure, more organic. When it is all proper mixed and edited, you have this song full with colours and emotions. 

Add some glitters, dreams & love and you have her.

Okay, that's enough talking about myself in the third person!
Just like everybody else, I need to get certain things out of my mind, out of my heart. A blog is the cheap version of a psychiatrist and I simply have a passion for writing.
I believe it's also a fantastic platform to practice my writing skills and brush up my English skills. Because I am not a native English speaker, I'm Dutch. Hopefully with this blog native English speakers can give me advice to improve my skills so that I can explore new directions. Offering me spiritual and personal growth.

I am trying to get from basic skills to advanced-level work in a variety of areas. And who knows, my stories might get published one day as a novel! A girl can dream, can I not?

Love, Peace & Happiness
Niky Adryana
xxx


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